This summer, just like the past 3 years I am working in a food store as my summer job. It is something I have done for a long time now… something I know. Something “easy/comfortable”. There is not so much thinking, nothing “new”…. Even if everyday is different and there are always new and different customers and different situations that can occur. In general, it is the same thing and nothing really “New” happens. It’s a job I do for the sake of money.
However, this year…. I have realised I am done with this type of job. It has given me a lot of experience. How to handle stress, how to handle different situations, being in charge of different sections of the store… but even my type when working in a “recruitment” agency where I worked at different stores each day. Being flexible and hard working.
However the past 3 years I have always used the excuse that, “I am still in school, I am still studying, I will wait until I have my degree” and then begin working with something else as a reason to not really work anywhere else. Not to mention, I have always had my social media as a part time hobby/job.
But now I have realised… I want to give 200% to my social media and working with health and nutrition. I no longer want to work in a store… I feel that it is taking too much of my time that I could be spending on other things, such as working on my social media and applying for jobs within health coaching and nutrition.
Of course, this summer I am working fulltime (and more) at the store and that is what I will do…. But this will be my last summer. From autumn and forward I want to work with what I am passionate about… work with what I love and work with the area I have my degree in.
I am grateful that I have a job, I never take it for granted. I remember when I first began applying for jobs it was so hard to get a job… and even the year I worked at a recruitment agency it was because it was so hard to get a job elsewhere. And I know that I will be facing the same problem when applying for jobs within health and nutrition, but with a good CV, personal letter and experience hopefully it won’t be too hard.
When I work with my social media where I share recipes, take food pictures, share inspiration, do research for blog posts and even now with creating small IG videos and Youtube.. I LOVE DOING IT. I wake up in the morning and can’t wait to work. I can’t wait to spend the day creating and being able to share what I love.
I also LOVE being able to do sponsorships and sponsored content, even if I don’t do them so often (which actually gives me a little anxiety as that is the only form of income I get from my social media).
I love feeling that inspiration, that happiness, that willing to work from 8am to 10pm. It is a happiness, a motivation and a drive….. and I have so many other things I want to work on. I want to have time to film and edit Youtube videos. I want to have time to write and maybe create another ebook or two. I want to be able to post weekly blogposts with *actual* good content.
I want to work fulltime with what I love (even if things like taxes, emails, cleaning dishes isn’t always so fun, it is part of doing the thing I love so it is ok).
And now when I am working in a store… I am doing it for the sake of money, but feel like it Is taking time from the things I want to do. It also makes me think…. If you are unhappy with your job, CHANGE…. I know this isn’t easy… trust me. I know the fear and struggle of applying for new jobs and getting no’s…. the fear of not having a job and not being able to pay rent. So it is not easy to just quit your job.
But if your job makes you unhappy… you have to think about making a change. For me… I can live with this anxiety for 2 months and just work super hard these 2 months and then know that I am going to work with what I love and am passionate about in the near future. This isn’t a forever job.. this is a “I need to pay my bills” job.
So I envcourage you all… if you are unhappy or your job gives you anxiety, begin to make a change. Find what you LOVE. Find what you are passionate about. Even if you may need to work your job for a few months or even years, just to pay your bills until you can move on… please don’t ever settle for a job that makes you unhappy or gives you anxiety.
You have one life to live and the majority of people spend 1/3 of their life at work and working… do you really want to waste 1/3 of your life on anxiety and hating what you do?
(And note, I know this is easy for me to write coming from someone who knows what she wants to do, knows what she loves to do, and already has some sort of hobby business set up and a university degree. If you don’t know what you want to do, have little or no education or don’t live in an area where there are a lot of jobs available or don’t have the economical safety to just quit your job, then it is not so easy. But maybe this post will just get you thinking about what other options are there for you?)